"Which one is better, be confusion or feel nothing?" I've heard someone asked that. Well, in this case, I think I'd rather feel nothing than be confusion. Why? Because in the end, when you be confusion and you finally in the "final" of your feeling, you'll feel nothing :-)
I should post this yesterday, but I came down with fever and couldn't get up. It should be my five monthiversary - no, I'm not sad. Happy failed monthiversary, rogue boy! :-)