Orange-and-cloudy-waving sky.
Desired place.
Pleasurable atmosphere.
Unstoppable laughter.
Thread of memories.
A little bit regret.
Grateful love.
A "used to be" relation.
Bothersome past.
These things are called, happiness. You may disagree with my statement. Instead of mourn these lists, I persuade you to flip your next page and write a list about your present nor past and beautify that pages. I believe you will see a grateful thing.